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The other day I received an email
from our esteemed editor saying that he had a couple topics for
an article that hed like me to consider writing. One was something
about the prospects for mobile commerce. The other topic was about
the performance of dot com stocks over the last year. My exact response
to him: "Yawn." I suggested he come up with an interesting
idea and I would be happy to write something. A few minutes later
he replies with a link to an article about a web porn site that
was suing for rights to broadcast sorry, Webcast the
execution of OK City bomber/freedom fighter/potassium chloride sponge
Timothy McVeigh. Porn and Technology? Now theres a combination
of great interest to me. OK, I really dont give a shit about
technology, but you get the idea. I agreed to write on the subject.
Naturally I started thinking about constitutional rights, free speech,
etc. Why do the victims families get to watch but the government
wont let the rest of us? How does that phrase go? "Government
by the people, for the people" or something like that? Hmmm.
That sounds like something McVeigh himself might ask. Nevermind.
Anyway, the constitutional rights
issue is old news. Others, including talk-show host Phil Donahue,
have sued unsuccessfully in the past for rights to broadcast executions.
So in addition to having legal precedent against them, the porn
clowns suit is really self-serving. They have two motivations:
money and publicity and couldnt care less about the constitutional
implications. They want to make the execution a pay-per-view event
(is Vince McMahon behind this somewhere?), and even when they lose
the lawsuit, they will still have earned publicity for their porn
sites. So, to my dear friend and respected editor, I must say "Screw
this, Im not going to write about this subject either
its not even news."
I know the Anvil is supposed to be
about the Internet and related tech trends. But frankly, lets be
honest with ourselves. The Internet is just a little boring. Lets
think about something interesting. Lets think about what goes through
the mind of a human being who knows that he will have his life methodically
extinguished at a precise date and time, by a force much greater
than himself (society), and theres absolutely nothing he can
do about it. How does it feel to know you are completely helpless
and can do nothing about preserving the only true thing of value
to you - your life. How important does the Internet seem in that
context?
I have little sympathy for McVeigh
hes getting his. Dog eat dog, right pal? Im not
arguing one way or the other about the death penalty, Im interested
in the thoughts involved in being a death penalty recipient. You
gotta wonder what is going through his mind. Whats it feel
like? Would you be scared to be in that position or would psychosis
mercifully set in to numb the reality? I suspect that may be the
case because I dont think the human mind could really deal
with it.
What does it feel like to know that
you will no longer exist? As humans all we know and cherish most
is our existence. Thats it. When thats gone, its all
gone (Religious beliefs notwithstanding of course). But in T-Mcs
case, I doubt if any religion would help him after killing 168 innocent
people.) Think about it. What does it mean to no longer exist?
Whats it like to imagine being
strapped to the table, looking up at the lights and the solemn faces
of the doctors, rigidly, clinically plugging you into a simple IV
that will kill you. What does pure futility and hopelessness feel
like? As humans we instinctively fight for and preserve our lives.
But what if its purposeless to fight? How does it feel to sit in
that cell and wait for the definite, inevitable end?
Well Id continue, but I have
to go and check the stock price of Yahoo on my cell phone and order
a pizza on my Palm Pilot.
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